Monday, November 16, 2009

WHAT IF?

Aj and I, off the wall really, while stuffing our faces with some Chick Fil A...and sharing fries with Maggie (healthy snack)...brought up that we haven't made a will yet. What if something would happen? Oh, it just can't. Seriously, we want to raise Maggie. We are her parents. She needs us. We need her. I need her more than anything. God knows my prayers and he knows that if something were to happen what I'd want. No one will love her as much as I do. Only thing that comes close I'm sure is God's love for her. I want my sister to be Maggie's guardian if something were to happen to me and AJ. But again, I'm her Mom and I want to raise her and watch her graduate and get married and have kids and...and...and...you get me here. But, what if? Two little small words that could change everything. Two little small words that could completely destroy things as we know it. Two little small words that are really the worst two words in the whole wide world.. Two little small words 'What if'? We know people that have had what if's happen to them, we are not safe from what ifs...but I want to be.

2 comments:

  1. I'd do the best I could for Maggie...but I would never recover from losing you :(

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  2. oh Jeenj,
    That's how I felt when you asked me to take Will if anything ever happened to you. I would love him and care for him the best way I know how, but oh, you not around...I can't...nope...
    It just can't happen, it just can't.

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